Da Funk

The last few days I haven't wanted to really do anything.  Especially applying to internships and jobs! I don't think I'm depressed.  There is really nothing wrong in my life. It has been unusually calm.  Maybe that's it.  I'm always used to weathering some type of storm. I'm just not used to being ok and content with where I'm at. Interesting.

I was thinking about this a few days ago, I have been through a million changes since I was 18.  Transitions good or bad can cause depression.  While I'm soon going to be a upon another one with graduation and searching for a professional job, I don't feel it right now. I was able to have the clarity to look back on my life and recognize this.  Before all I remembered was the pain of the worst events, but maybe I have stepped away from it enough to look at it more logically.

It still doesn't explain this feeling. mmm