Lack Luster

I'm in a funk. I don't really know if its a depressing funk, more like a blah funk. I have fallen off the loose sch. I've been on. Pesando en el. I think he's forgotten about me.  I've been staying in the house a lot lately and just sitting.  I really don't think about anything.  I just wish it was warmer.  Its easier to forget past pain if there is nice weather.

I have gotten some of my grades back.  I'm waiting on the last one to come in.  The lowest I have gotten is an A- so far.  I should be happy about this.  But I think, lo que sea, they're just grades.  Me siento vacia.  No sé como llenarme... Tengo miedo que nada llenará este espacio para mucho tiempo.  Spanish has been comforting to me.  I want to immerse myself in it to escape my English thoughts.

(random note: btw does any know how to place accent marks in blogger?  every time i write them through my word doc and paste them in, blogger erases the rest of the post instead of just editing the single letter.)