So this past month, I have really gotten into learning Portuguese and by extension, began to learn much more about skateboarding than I ever truly intended to know. Yes, my life is sad and pathetic. I have regressed/transformed into a 13 year old boy.
I try to keep busy so I don't reflect on how my life that has turned upside down and inside out within 3 months. Its all so overwhelming for me. I keep thinking of the same question that every kid in high school has been asked, "So where do you see yourself in 5 years?" Honestly, if things keep going the way they have been going, I see myself alone and in a homeless shelter. (Don't worry this is just depressive thinking and I am no where near a homeless shelter, financially speaking.)
I just need something good to happen. Something that is truly good. Not the type of good where you are happy in the moment and then a week later, someone says nope, we made a mistake. This is not for you. Inshallah. This comes soon.
Until then, enjoy my new obsession:
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